Canceled the vst loading now i cant get it back! help please

Hey all,

hollywood strings vst was making cubase crash mainly because of all the instruments i had loading…

So i canceled the loading, saved it, now i cant get my instrument patches i set in Play(east west vst software).

Just needing to reload the instruments i had on there previously, but theres no reload anywhere to be found.

Did i just mess up big time? or can i recover those (without having to load a backup project)

Thanks so much for any help!

I just loaded up a backup!

solved ( the hard way)