Ok, there is a lot to go through here. I saw the beginning of this last night, and since, have been debating on whether to address the outstanding issues with simple poignant statements or something a little more intricate. I chose the latter… mainly because all of this supports the project on so many levels. So, since this thread is mainly about the music, I’ll start there.
When I write a song. I don’t get attached to it for a long time. This allows me the freedom of not being the leader of the final product. One can offer or initiate something, provide guidance, and yet still not lead the evolution of the product itself. It is a dance of mental and emotional internal processes. There is a reason for this. The reason is that the final product becomes a truly equal effort. Each participant has to go through their own introspection, walk their own path, and come out of it with choices made and determination set. What this does for the song is give it an injection of presence of each individual, so the music and the notes become infused with the suffering and trial of each. There is an element of introspection in the cadence of the song, so for each person to experience it for themselves make it more real and more valued, and hopefully more effective as an end result.
…and based upon the light of these recent events, Robin, Glyn, Lenny: I’d like you to write some poetry / prose for the lyrical content. Steve, if you have had anything come to mind as well, throw it in the pot! I can just see you thinking, “whatever!”
We need some of that too, for a little balance. Don’t worry about the format yet. I’ll be able to work that out as we go. But the depth of this disaster and our own struggle to verify whether our contribution is worthy makes it all the more valid.
So now on to the rest of the stuff. For me, this is a public forum. People will post what they want regardless of the topic. If this makes me seem weak, then so be it. But the reality is that I don’t have anymore attachment to this thread than I do any other forum thread on any other forum. In my eyes, everyone who has posted here has become stronger and more resolute in regards to their decisions on this project. So it’s a good thing. I absolutely deteste having to motivate everyone around me to get involved in something if their heart’s not in it. When this project hits the next step (ie… moving files back and forth), then yeah, I’ll take it private.
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@Doug- Consider it this way.
I started a project.
You voiced your feelings in opposition to this project.
You made a judgement call, regarding “me feeling helpless and wanting to do something”.
You called this “a musical ditty”, which in my opinion trivialized the project and the time and effort involved.
While the things you have highlighted are indeed not “harsh”, you have omitted (albeit unconsciously) the things that are.
What you see is not necessarily what I see.
Admittedly, your statements were not as harsh as Pauls, it doesn’t remove them from that category IMHO.
I have formerly apologized to all I put off from my own initial knee-jerk reactions. You’ll have to live with that.
@Glyn (earlier post)- A little internal struggle is good. It keeps one real. Make your own decisions based on your own thoughts, not anyone elses.
@Strophoid- Thanks for your support. While I was initially very aggrivated by those comments, I’ve been able to brush them off since.
@Lenny- Good comment. Yes, my decision has been made and I am committed to it. I am very good at keeping promises where it affects others.
@Glyn- Regarding being the “Master of my own home”. Personally, I don’t see a problem at the moment. It’s like a party in here.
I’m renting a space, a lot of people have showed up and congretated into groups with similar interests. I’m fine with that, especially while we’re still kind of in the brainstorming mode. It’ll settle down shortly.
@Robin- I am glad you are still interested. Don’t take this current thread too heavily. We’ll be able to dig into the song itself once I post it. Then the entire attention to what is and is not important will shift more towards the project in general.